of dreams

i dreamt tonight. i saw faces and animals and clouds all speed through before my eyes. faces i've met and faces i haven't met yet, jumbled thoughts and memories, nearly impossible to pick one apart from the rest. loves gained and loves lost. everything feels the same.

i try to pick apart the subtle differences, the distinctions that separate the love from hate, the apathy from sympathy... but they move too fast for me to be able to pick them apart and analyze. they blur into one another until they are the same thing. inseparable and indescribable.

i remembered my dreams tonight. i'm not sure if i don't simply prefer forgetting them.